Math is killing me!

University math is so killing me from top to toe! i've got no mathematical  genes in me... except for the basic counting money part i know.. LOL! fourier series is bad enough... what's more it's complex fourier series! and other ODEs... 2nd Order... balh blah blah... i've told myself to give them a chance and get to know them but turns out we can't get along pretty well... every single one of my modules involved math. but not as tough and stubborn as applicable 2S and 3S math... i'm sure gonna be dead for the upcoming math quiz on tuesday and nevertheless, not to mention their major exams after next week... i'm so dead. really dead! XS

therefore, i've decided to throw them to tmr and ask my friends for rescue.. meanwhile, i'll move on to a more familiar module which i have a tiny bit more confident about... propulsion. may god bless my non-intelligent brain in absorbing knowledge. Amen.

Beautiful Blue Sky

Captured on Evening 20/11/2012

Counting Down & Running Out of Time

its another 20+ more days to exams' arrival.. but i still have tons of things to revise n cramp into my brain.. guess the results of the exams wont be that "good-looking" eh.. got back my first math quiz.. it was not bad but i know the second quiz was done really badly!! way too bad that i know without looking at it, i know i've failed extremely badly. and the next quiz is coming up too.. all the unknowns and doubts are pressuring and stressing me..oh well, hope i get the chance to lose some fats and get a little smarter! XD all the stressful and pressurizing periods will be over and good relaxing holidays will come! must hold on till the end! >8)  

A Treasured Sunday

our table of food~

my fat ass bro & mum

my dear mum & me

waffle

breakfast set

pinky princess cake

apple pie..?? guess so~

pancakes

poached salmon

healthy fruits

take 1

take 2

paint-able christmas trees lamps

the hanging toy cushions!

the culprit for torturing the poor carrot! X(

the star paper lamps!

i love this! but didn't buy... ~.~lll

adorable mini bells

recycle-able christmas tree? 

woke up early for IKEA's breakfast today with Mum and Brother. it's been long since we last had breakfast together esp on a sunday morning! 8) i must say $20++ for 3 persons is really worth e effort to wake up early! such nice and tasty and inexpensive food :) awww man~! hahaha

as for the little one.. he's either enjoying or "suffering" in Beijing/China with my aunt and her family. oh well, it's a good thing for him too since he's visiting The Great Wall ! and having a 2nd time of Business Class! WTH! okay, i shall be magnanimous! LOL! 

overall, we enjoyed the breakfast of cos! my mum would be due to the company of us both since normally e big fat ass would always be lazy to go or having school to attend.. as for me, i've got a coolie today! HAHAHA how GREAT!?!? XD

shall start studies in "awhile more"~~~ 8D

Fresh Idea?

i was browsing some cards' ideas for upcoming friends' birthdays.. but it led me to an idea for Gundam instead! hahaha wonder if i can make it for next year's competition or not.. oh well... lets see! 8D

Hearty Breakfast By ME

Hearty Breakfast made by ME this morning for my dearest and loveliest mother! it's not easy to have off day for school weeks and plus recently, or rather quite a long time already ever since she last had have a heavy burden or stress, so preparing breakfast for her isn't that much to ask of from my sleeping hours. 8) 

i must comment on my food quality! especially e eggs! too cook! i seriously don't like e texture of it.. cooking too long made e eggs looked old! i have absorbed this lesson, and thus, the future eggs i'm cooking will be just nice! next, would be the burnt hot dogs... too burnt as well.. oh well... they're all digesting in the stomachs already... or digested...? haahaha i'll use the oven in future to prevent e burnt-ness~ XD oh talk about e corns! they're sweet! just fried or heat them up w butter and fire and it's already so tasty! no wonder my brother loves eating that way... XD quality wise maybe not bad la huh.. ard there.. but e looks will need improvement no doubt.. i'll think about it again next wed. since next wed is my last off day for sch weeks. i'll TREASURE it!! hahaha 

okay, shall be off to propulsion now! i'm aiming for a 2.4km later.. and to try finish my to-be-hand-in tutorial too. 8)

taking half an hour of your sleep to prepare something for your mum isn't that much to ask of :)

Revise OR ELSE!

The Afterthought of Gundam AGE Last Ep 49

Finally i watched the last episode of Gundam AGE tonight although it was released yesterday but due to school i had to turn in instead. Hmm... i won't say this is a bad or worse of gundam series as mostly commented because at some points of the anime, i do enjoy it. well, everyone's opinions are different and so are their angles of views. besides, i am attracted to its story most when Asemu was MIA, and followed up by his re-appearance with his new gang friends before Diva and his father and son. & of cos, i do enjoy watching this 3 generations series no doubt. just that at some points, they were a bit draggy and whining going on. All in all, except for the part about the Vagan's mechanic "robots"...the rest like the 2nd Moon, Big Ring & La Gramis etc, i'm good with them really. :) in addition, the mobile suits/armor in this series do have a lot of creative areas for modelers to get their hands on. XD

lost in e woods of equations

after entering uni, then did i realize that everything in aviation is fully, FULLY connected by not just numbers, subtractions, additions, divisions and multiplications, but by EQUATIONS!!! for equations alone consist of everything. from numbers to functions. i am indeed maybe traumatized..?.. by e equations that i'm seeing everyday in school. i know that dealing w aircraft and its design requires math but not to such an extent was what i had in mind. perhaps for once again, i'm too naive or simple-minded. /(o.  o)\

but e worse is that i have forgotten all those that i have had learnt while in poly.. although they're nothing as compared to now, but at least rmb-ing them could be of a much lesser or lighter burden. now i'm regretting not making full use of my long holidays for math's revision. WTS! now i just gotta work harder to try to recall them and absorb e new ones coming on their ways too.. life is tough later on when e harsher ones make their way before me. however, what's life without challenges? just like what's a plastic model kit if it hasn't gone through e required processes to make it exists? what's me if i haven't gone through ups and downs in e past, present and of cos future in times to come, to be a better me..??

i dare to say that at e end of the course, end of e 2 years in SiT, i'll be not a pro engineer for aircraft but a pro engineer for MATHEMATICS!!! by then, muahahaha maybe i can give tuition for engineering math! who knows eh! many people tutor math but how many can really tutor engineering math..?? muahahahaha another path for earning extra $$$ i see... *blinking of  \\\($ . $)///* LOLLLLL!!!

in any case, i need to get my math's equations' logic into my head. YES, my innocent and stubborn head, before i can go on for further math's absorption.. else i'll really be lost in e woods of equations! i promise that i'll put more time into my studies and NOT my afternoon naps, games on laptops, useless youtube-ing, staring into blanks, & laziness! yup, done. :)

Nobody or anybody can defeat you, it is only you that can defeat yourself.

K-A-S-E-Y roasting ceremony

e MIGHTY THINNER of e evening :)

e pot of wings~

oh yes! e prawns not to be left out!