Math is killing me!

University math is so killing me from top to toe! i've got no mathematical  genes in me... except for the basic counting money part i know.. LOL! fourier series is bad enough... what's more it's complex fourier series! and other ODEs... 2nd Order... balh blah blah... i've told myself to give them a chance and get to know them but turns out we can't get along pretty well... every single one of my modules involved math. but not as tough and stubborn as applicable 2S and 3S math... i'm sure gonna be dead for the upcoming math quiz on tuesday and nevertheless, not to mention their major exams after next week... i'm so dead. really dead! XS

therefore, i've decided to throw them to tmr and ask my friends for rescue.. meanwhile, i'll move on to a more familiar module which i have a tiny bit more confident about... propulsion. may god bless my non-intelligent brain in absorbing knowledge. Amen.

Beautiful Blue Sky

Captured on Evening 20/11/2012

Counting Down & Running Out of Time

its another 20+ more days to exams' arrival.. but i still have tons of things to revise n cramp into my brain.. guess the results of the exams wont be that "good-looking" eh.. got back my first math quiz.. it was not bad but i know the second quiz was done really badly!! way too bad that i know without looking at it, i know i've failed extremely badly. and the next quiz is coming up too.. all the unknowns and doubts are pressuring and stressing me..oh well, hope i get the chance to lose some fats and get a little smarter! XD all the stressful and pressurizing periods will be over and good relaxing holidays will come! must hold on till the end! >8)  

A Treasured Sunday

our table of food~

my fat ass bro & mum

my dear mum & me

waffle

breakfast set

pinky princess cake

apple pie..?? guess so~

pancakes

poached salmon

healthy fruits

take 1

take 2

paint-able christmas trees lamps

the hanging toy cushions!

the culprit for torturing the poor carrot! X(

the star paper lamps!

i love this! but didn't buy... ~.~lll

adorable mini bells

recycle-able christmas tree? 

woke up early for IKEA's breakfast today with Mum and Brother. it's been long since we last had breakfast together esp on a sunday morning! 8) i must say $20++ for 3 persons is really worth e effort to wake up early! such nice and tasty and inexpensive food :) awww man~! hahaha

as for the little one.. he's either enjoying or "suffering" in Beijing/China with my aunt and her family. oh well, it's a good thing for him too since he's visiting The Great Wall ! and having a 2nd time of Business Class! WTH! okay, i shall be magnanimous! LOL! 

overall, we enjoyed the breakfast of cos! my mum would be due to the company of us both since normally e big fat ass would always be lazy to go or having school to attend.. as for me, i've got a coolie today! HAHAHA how GREAT!?!? XD

shall start studies in "awhile more"~~~ 8D

Fresh Idea?

i was browsing some cards' ideas for upcoming friends' birthdays.. but it led me to an idea for Gundam instead! hahaha wonder if i can make it for next year's competition or not.. oh well... lets see! 8D

Hearty Breakfast By ME

Hearty Breakfast made by ME this morning for my dearest and loveliest mother! it's not easy to have off day for school weeks and plus recently, or rather quite a long time already ever since she last had have a heavy burden or stress, so preparing breakfast for her isn't that much to ask of from my sleeping hours. 8) 

i must comment on my food quality! especially e eggs! too cook! i seriously don't like e texture of it.. cooking too long made e eggs looked old! i have absorbed this lesson, and thus, the future eggs i'm cooking will be just nice! next, would be the burnt hot dogs... too burnt as well.. oh well... they're all digesting in the stomachs already... or digested...? haahaha i'll use the oven in future to prevent e burnt-ness~ XD oh talk about e corns! they're sweet! just fried or heat them up w butter and fire and it's already so tasty! no wonder my brother loves eating that way... XD quality wise maybe not bad la huh.. ard there.. but e looks will need improvement no doubt.. i'll think about it again next wed. since next wed is my last off day for sch weeks. i'll TREASURE it!! hahaha 

okay, shall be off to propulsion now! i'm aiming for a 2.4km later.. and to try finish my to-be-hand-in tutorial too. 8)

taking half an hour of your sleep to prepare something for your mum isn't that much to ask of :)

Revise OR ELSE!

The Afterthought of Gundam AGE Last Ep 49

Finally i watched the last episode of Gundam AGE tonight although it was released yesterday but due to school i had to turn in instead. Hmm... i won't say this is a bad or worse of gundam series as mostly commented because at some points of the anime, i do enjoy it. well, everyone's opinions are different and so are their angles of views. besides, i am attracted to its story most when Asemu was MIA, and followed up by his re-appearance with his new gang friends before Diva and his father and son. & of cos, i do enjoy watching this 3 generations series no doubt. just that at some points, they were a bit draggy and whining going on. All in all, except for the part about the Vagan's mechanic "robots"...the rest like the 2nd Moon, Big Ring & La Gramis etc, i'm good with them really. :) in addition, the mobile suits/armor in this series do have a lot of creative areas for modelers to get their hands on. XD

lost in e woods of equations

after entering uni, then did i realize that everything in aviation is fully, FULLY connected by not just numbers, subtractions, additions, divisions and multiplications, but by EQUATIONS!!! for equations alone consist of everything. from numbers to functions. i am indeed maybe traumatized..?.. by e equations that i'm seeing everyday in school. i know that dealing w aircraft and its design requires math but not to such an extent was what i had in mind. perhaps for once again, i'm too naive or simple-minded. /(o.  o)\

but e worse is that i have forgotten all those that i have had learnt while in poly.. although they're nothing as compared to now, but at least rmb-ing them could be of a much lesser or lighter burden. now i'm regretting not making full use of my long holidays for math's revision. WTS! now i just gotta work harder to try to recall them and absorb e new ones coming on their ways too.. life is tough later on when e harsher ones make their way before me. however, what's life without challenges? just like what's a plastic model kit if it hasn't gone through e required processes to make it exists? what's me if i haven't gone through ups and downs in e past, present and of cos future in times to come, to be a better me..??

i dare to say that at e end of the course, end of e 2 years in SiT, i'll be not a pro engineer for aircraft but a pro engineer for MATHEMATICS!!! by then, muahahaha maybe i can give tuition for engineering math! who knows eh! many people tutor math but how many can really tutor engineering math..?? muahahahaha another path for earning extra $$$ i see... *blinking of  \\\($ . $)///* LOLLLLL!!!

in any case, i need to get my math's equations' logic into my head. YES, my innocent and stubborn head, before i can go on for further math's absorption.. else i'll really be lost in e woods of equations! i promise that i'll put more time into my studies and NOT my afternoon naps, games on laptops, useless youtube-ing, staring into blanks, & laziness! yup, done. :)

Nobody or anybody can defeat you, it is only you that can defeat yourself.

K-A-S-E-Y roasting ceremony

e MIGHTY THINNER of e evening :)

e pot of wings~

oh yes! e prawns not to be left out!

Begins of a New Chapter

today officially marked the 1st of SiT schooling day! entering the course, Aeronautical Engineering of UoG, was a blessing from gods indeed! hehehe 8D the earlier parts of the days were nothing stressful but rather easy peas-y and relaxing. until, the commencement of Applicable Mathematics 2S! the beginning was still okay as the lecturer introduced the topics and %-tage of the module.. 20% goes to 2 class tests, while 80% for examination ALONE! what a great %-tage! following on is the first pre-lessons and Matrices was brought in. the basics of the matrices was okay, but going on further was a killer. no joke, my friend even had the mindset of the lecturer doing self presentation! to such an extent really... unbelievable knowledge the lecturer has for math. i take my hat off him! after it ends, everyone knows we have to start our rusty brain engine and go home to dig notes of the olden math lessons we had for references / flashbacks. if i can master, okay don't say master, befriend my dear Matrices, i have confidence i'll be able to conquer the rest. afterall, engineering is based on physics, logics and imaginations.! 8D made some friends today and of cos, ladies normally gathered tgt since they hardly or even know anyone there~ hahaa shall have a glance through of my notes before i turn in for tmr's battleground.
sayonara.

Half Half

it is almost midnight and i have to turn in for tmr's 1st day of school..hmm...i'm half excited and half hanging. excited for new stage of life but hanging for e environment. oh well, shall detail it tmr after school. meanwhile, say 'goodnight' to my bed 8)

Days before School

For this whole entire last week of holidays, i've been eating GOOD FOOD all days! there's COCA steamboat, durians and House of steamboat. so many steamboat i had in this week! talk about steaming, COCA was a high class steamboat as it is already located in Takashimaya in the first place... but the ambiance is also another thing no doubt. it was filled w a good air-conditioning ventilation and the service was good too! 8D visited with 2 cousins, my aunt and my younger brother. next time i can bring my friends or introduce them there already if they want good ambiance but dont mind a little exp...! but i guess the charge would be $23 per person.. as to whether it's nett or not i'm not too sure.. 8/

next is ytd's night cousins gatherings at House of Steamboat, near Bugis area.. it was a good one i must say! okay la.. mostly due to the people whom i ate with.. XD but the fried bun w carnation milk is really nice! we ordered and ordered plate after plate tgt w Aloy's favourite: fried star star~~ hahaha! had many chit chat topics and eating during the whole 2hrs plus... some merely or mainly ate meat only! while the rest ate a mixture... those who ate meat only said they were actually trying to balance off our money since eating veggies are not worth paying $20 nett... hahaha what a logic... but the price is really friendly i would say! esp for the lunch some more! well.. the next cousins outing is unknown yet.. shall let our wallets rest n replenish before burning them again. 8D as for tmr, i'm gonna go LJS lunch w steaky! finally after so long we meet! tmr~ damn it! i cant find the LJS coupons!! no idea where my bro kept it... have to ask him to dig his room for me or i'll have no coupons to use.. TAT

and now, i'm slacking waiting for dinner to be cooked fully before i start it e MIRROR MIRROR Snow White~! 8D my enjoyment of my last week of holidays! XD

but now as usual when holidays are about to end, i feel somewhat guilty that i have not been using it fully after working for 2.5months... how stupid again! but i love the slacking-ness no doubt! hahaha!!! not everyone, at least not every adults can do it nowadays! XD alright, i shall go play another 2 rounds of bubble island before i head for dinner! *stomach callings~~~

Long Planned Prawn-ing

egg with onions

kang kong veggie

SiT Orientation Camp 2012

Group Photo! 8D
*But missing two boys though... 8(

 

关怀方式

新加坡 电视电影 《七月俏佳人》

 主演：朱茵 陈汉玮 林倩萍 许静雯 

 

《关怀方式》

* The Way I Care For You

作词：胡文龙 

作曲：林绥安 

主唱：陈汉玮、蔡礼莲 

男∶寂寞开在心事旁　随手种一些伤感

不让星星来窥探　找个沉默的夜晚

找个沉默的夜晚　不让星星来窥探

随手种一些伤感　寂寞开在心事旁

合∶我的关怀方式是你无法察觉的悲凉

只能在你不经意时才锁上我心房

你往常的亲切友善　是我今生的遗憾

受伤後无悔的埋在不流露的脸上

女∶寂寞开在心事旁　随手种一些伤感

不让星星来窥探　找个沉默的夜晚

找个沉默的夜晚　不让星星来窥探

随手种一些伤感　寂寞开在心事旁

＊女∶我的关怀方式是你无法察觉的悲凉

只能在你不经意时才锁上我心房

你往常的亲切友善　是我今生的遗憾

受伤後无悔的埋在不流露的脸上

i came to remember about this song only on yesterday night, saturday when i was watching the refresh 30 years golden theme songs of mediacorps' dramas.. at that moment when i heard this song, i was so glad! why? because i finally got to know the name and lyrics of it!! like more than 10 years then i recall it fully... normally i could only remember the music and some rubbish "lyrics" which i filled in myself... perhaps i should have asked my mum this past 10 years with just the music or tune that i rmbed... =.=lll god must have taken pity on me to at last let me rmb one of my favourite childhood songs 8D plus, at this hour i should be in bed already! but because a fan like me who loves this song deeply!, i just had to share here.. HAHAHA am i blushing a little?? [what for uh? =.=lll] anyway, there's no way i'll let this song slips past me ever again! HAHAHA but there's also another song: 我吃得起苦 from 出路. i'll update again during next post.. for now, its The Way I Care For You 8)

Mata Ne! 

Big Heads for Big Hats / Small Heads for Small Hats

Big Heads for Big Hats

Small Heads for Small Hats

Why?

Simple, because: when you don't have such a big head don't wear such a big hat!

NEVER EVER OVERESTIMATE YOURSELF! 

this is meant for myself. & someone else residing in the corner of casino/gambling (who is hopeless!)

as for me, i overlooked the MAIN fact that i have never ever done any modifications nor detail up before for modeling. and yet, i am like a hot headed bull charging aimlessly for the competition just because its first prize is going Japan! how naive i was.!? i admit, it is every modelers and my own dream to go to Japan to pay a visit to the motherland of Gundams. however, i clean forgotten about my weaknesses for this competition. indeed, i do wish to top but from the bottom of my heart and soul i know clearly that with my lack of skills and knowledge in the world of gunpla, i can hardly even get a prize in the Open Category.. although subsequently i just wanna get something else and in the end, slowly to just joining in the fun alone. i'm not well knowledge in both the skills and gundams themselves... i'm merely on the surface... i really need and want both time and effort to be put in before i can say i'm a GUNDAM FAN & MODELER! that is why i've decided to not participate in the competition this year but wait for a better chance in future. but i am indeed sorry towards my teacher who sponsored me earlier on to work on the marasai.. now that i've assembled it, but not gg for compt... but then, since i'm having holiday right now, i should get things started which i should have done so years ago.! i'm gonna go on multi-tasking; gundam & wushu. these both are my top most priorities for now till end of my life! including studies when sch starts in 10 sep till 2 years later... i will need and learn to juggle all 3 main factors of my life before i can call myself a successful ASSHOLE! =.=lll wow....calling myself AH... how awesome.. but motivating! saying is always easier than doing... but i feel that typing is even easier than saying! results have to be proven in times to come... i'll be attending lessons for detailing up on gundams again during this friday ONWARDS and to train up wushu myself again this sunday! NO HASTE NO HASTE! easy buddy! easy~! i'll post updates about the progress to show my honour-ing of my own alphabets! YES! >:] 

Look Forward

although the previous post talked about fear and disappointment, it is not doubt a reality that i did obtain 2 gold and 1 bronze...HAHAHA! what a way to say... =.=!!! well, i'm glad, really glad that i did went on to compete despite knowing that i'm the only competitor and did not just obtain my golds from and for nothing. i also learnt to look forward into the future from this experience, such as working harder to make my achievements much more meaningful and living up to their respective standards! as it can be seen in the photo above that there is an additional black belt which i obtained last saturday during my wushu belt examination. i merely performed my 3 sets of category (same as in competition) before the examiner. and tadaa! achieved my black belt! heeheehee!!! finally after 12 years of wushu... next up for my wushu's aim: coach license! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! if i get it, i'll be able to teach legally and earn some extra bucks for my pocket pocket pocket! but before that, gundam competition comes first, together with study! 8D

Fear & Disappointment

i'm so useless this time despite after some training/practices. i've been competing the same competition ground for years but yet i still can't get over my nervousness and fear before my turn. every single time when i'm next to go forward i would always be taken back by those competitors' potentials during and after their turns...these instead made me loss my calmness and started getting worried about this and that... in the end, i couldn't even compete to my training's standard. how pathetic! at first, i thought it was really useless to go and compete myself since i'm the only competitor for both categories..be it win or lose, high or low score, i'll still get the gold medal because i'm the only one competing. however as a martial arts practitioner, i have to finish my turn no matter what. only then can i get the medal with a clear conscience. although its really a meaningless competition...overwhelmed by fear and nervousness leads to disappointment this time, or always.

Random

have the urge to post despite not knowing what to type first... there's last day of work, wushu training and gundam thinking that i wanna share about but i doubt i have all the time today to them because i would love to add photos in... but lack of them... so this is gonna be a really random urge post... basically today i'll be training ard evening time before my little brother returns home and getting both my friends' birthday card gifts ready so that i can give them during the upcoming meetup.. nothing more or last... just these stuff for today.
hmm... watched gundam AGE episode 39 earlier on.. was thinking that what else can gundams be portrayed as in terms of anime...?? apart from war... what else..? but they are basically war machines / mecha created in the beginning... but i would say that the anime for gunpla builders' episodes were created based on the modellers' behaviors and passions.. another angle of watching gundam was great! but not so interesting to me.. except for the game console part! that is really intriguing! hahaha perhaps i shldn't waste anymore time slacking here but get down to real business of mine uh..? alright shall do just that! gift cards, here i come! >8)

The Magnificent & Amazing Spider-Man

     

Caught The Amazing Spider-Man with family this evening, 6:45pm at Lot 1 Shopping Centre. Honestly speaking, before watching this movie I was still thinking of the previous Spider-Man's actor, Tobey Maguire. Afterall, this Spider-Man has been acting for the past 3 movies' hero together with his sweetheart, Mary Jane (Kristen Dunst). I do enjoy the movies by Tobey and his fellow on and back stage members all along and now, I'm going to enjoy and anticipate the 2nd movie of The Amazing Spider-Man by Andrew Russell Garfield!

Marasai Digging

http://www.gundammodelkits.com/mg-1100-rms-108-marasai-review-by-schizophonic9.html [original]

http://www.dilatonsworld.net/models/Marasai/index.html

http://gatturimodeling.web.fc2.com/gallery/marasai/marasai.html

http://gundamcentury.com/2012/04/hguc-1144-marasai-unicorn-ver-by-kot.html

http://zgmfxg.web.fc2.com/MG/ZEON/MARASAI/1/MG_MARASAI_UCver1_1.html

http://www.videogamesindonesia.com/forum/showthread.php?t=43583&page=2259

Ideas Messed Up

too many ideas floating and flying and digging in my brain... an idea that was good and filled with inspirations was all gone now.. leaving me with a headache... why? because i was in the midst of starting the birthday card for my friends... why now?! why am i so fickle-minded at the wrong timing??? oh man... time is the essence but i'm wasting it away... /( T  , T)\
in any case, i should just make it simple as simplicity is the best of all designs. 8) hope tmr i can finish for the upcoming 2 first before i continue with the rest... sigh... X3 shall turn in now and look for photos first! before setting off... hmm... not a bad start i hope... 8D

おやすみ

It's a Twin!

finally, today went down to HAW to discuss about my participating of the end year gundam competition... first to settle is the choice of model kit(s)... initially i wanted to use both my 1/100 buster and duel gundam but unfortunately i have dragged them too long till Bandai actually releases their MGs... so its not a good and wise idea to use the 1/100 already when the MGs are much more detailed up and in addition, able to pose more dynamically... henceforth, after listening to both Lao Shi and Toymaker's golden advices, i have decided to lay my eyes on something else... something that is able to allow me to stretch my ideas... from an almost nothing to something extraordinary if i can! as per the previous idea, i'm going to do 2 model kits instead of a solo one... so that it won't be too boring for the solo one and at the same time more to tell about the story line that i want to send across... so till wushu competition is finished, i won't be laying hands on the kits first but more on brainstorming for the ideas of modification. afterall, its my first time doing modification and detailing up... a really tough challenge which i'm going to break through this year! so, yup! GANBATTE!!! XD

NutriSoy - Freshy Soya Milky

my daily drink recently 8D

Buster Gundam Modification Research

Buster Gundam

Pose 1

Moving Muscles

Finally after so long of a break from wushu that i'm practicing today! practiced for a short 5-7pm this evening.. felt real good after perspiring and cooling down before a shower~ 8D
today was just a warm up to the incoming training only... hahaha just a sweet taste for myself first... 8)
well, hope after all the training i'll get more stronger and flexible and less pain here n there definitely! XD

As for this early afternoon, i brought a friend whom i called Ah Pa to Macpherson to shop for his beloved Exia Gundam. i've never ever seen someone as devoted as him to Exia and not having a fancy at all for Unicorn or some other model kits... buying 3 exia model tgt! oh gosh... Exia Ignition Mode, Exia and 00 Quan[T]! All revolving around Setsuna F Seiei as the Gundam Meister... hahaha! hope he has a great time assembling and painting them before he enlists... else there won't be much time to do modeling already for army boys... there's a friend enlisting tmr morning... i bet he must be really shag somehow.. 8/ but boys will turn real guys after NS.. so not really a bad thing either...they'll have more bunk mates, more tone up body, more ready for sudden attacks..?? i guess.. hahaha okay i shall end here and do some gundam research if i really want to enter competition for gundam... 8)

Nostalgic

just added a playlist to this blog... needless to say a gundam blog should match w a gundam song definitely! HAHAHA upon hearing this starting song, it brings back memories of when i watched gundam seed destiny... since this song is played during SEED Destiny. emotions of a fighting pilot and the war between two different ideologies nations of people... i just love the main characters in this anime very much. although there are some blur spots like how some couples in this anime ended were not so clear to me which i had hoped they were furthered showed though... but i strongly believe that my favorite couple are together in the end! although the final plus episode didn't shows clearly... but athrun who loves cagalli so much would never allow her to be behind her when they walk. instead, its either side by side or cagalli walking in front while athrun follows and protecting her :) that is my idol Athrun Zala, the guy w the blue hair! 8D

Time Management

Time Is In Your Hands

now i can be said to be in a time management problem... needless to say it is all because of my want-to-do lists. i want to;

My 2012 Graduation

ME

my dear Mum

Avengers

Went to watch Avengers at Lot One Shoppers Mall on last saturday with mum and auntie. i must say this is one outstanding product of Marvel Studios! I definitely won't regret watching it again in the cinema! HAHAHA

BeanStro's 1st Day

Today was my first day working at The Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf's BeanStro. i reported on the dot, 9am, and immediately went to change my top and put on an apron with a name tag before i got brief on the working system. it was a good learning experience no doubt because i got to learn how to take orders, clear tables, serve dishes, wrapping the utensils and remembering the looks of the dishes as well. i took my first

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